The Pain We Carry: Healing from Complex PTSD for People of Color - Natalie Y. Gutierrez Audiobook
Language: EnglishKeywords: 
Complex PTSD
 Cptsd
 Mental Health
 Psychology
 Ptsd
 Race
 Sociology
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Read by L. Malaika Cooper
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It’s time to heal the invisible wounds of complex trauma and reclaim your mind, body, and spirit.
If you are a person of color who has experienced repeated trauma—such as discrimination, race-related verbal assault, racial stigmatization, poverty, sexual trauma, or interpersonal violence—you may struggle with intense feelings of anger, mistrust, or shame. You may feel unsafe or uncomfortable in your own body, or struggle with building and keeping close relationships. Sometimes you may feel very alone in your pain. But you are not alone. This groundbreaking work illuminates the phenomena of complex post-traumatic stress disorder (C-PTSD) as it is uniquely experienced by people of color, and provides a much-needed path to health and wholeness.
In The Pain We Carry, you’ll find powerful tools to help you understand and begin healing from repeated trauma. You’ll discover ways to feel safer in your body, build self-compassion and resilience, and reclaim your health and wellness by reconnecting with your sense of self and your ancestral wisdom. You’ll learn how trauma is connected to grief, how it can affect both the mind and the body, and how it can persist from one generation to the next. Most importantly, you’ll find the validation you need to begin mending your heart, and the skills you need to live a life of intention—even in the midst of an oppressive system.
It’s time to find relief from the trauma and burdens you have been carrying and start celebrating and rediscovering who you are. With this guide, you will uncover your own strength in order to work toward healing C-PTSD within the external constraints you face to live a life of resilience, empowerment, reflection, and perseverance.
Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
Release date: 01-17-23
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This post has 46 comments with rating of 3.5/5
February 27th, 2023
thank you!
February 27th, 2023
Hail notsure. But as the man says, “If you upload it, racists will cum.”
February 27th, 2023
Lol. The victim complex is strong with this one.
February 27th, 2023
Gordon. You’re a bad person. We can all see it. Sort yourself out chud
February 27th, 2023
and quod erat demonstran-dumb - Gordon’s jizzed in his little Lederhosen once again!
February 27th, 2023
These kinds of books are just as annoying as white supremacy books. Not helpful at all. However, I do like the creative bashing in comments!
February 27th, 2023
QUOTE
GordonCoon
“The victim complex is strong with this one.”
Indeed…
For those I would recommend the following;
Chin up, get a life and make the best of it.
February 27th, 2023
Oh boy! Another hate white people book. Just what we needed!
February 27th, 2023
Thank you!! Any chance you could upload “When you’re ready, this is how you heal” by Brianna Wiest.
Thanks!
February 27th, 2023
@butthammer Show us where the bad book touched you on this doll.
February 27th, 2023
But it says for people of ‘color’. White is sort of a color… Like black is sort of a color. Orange is a color. Brown is a color. Green is a color…
February 27th, 2023
It’d be more of a pinkish hue on your colour chart.
February 27th, 2023
the pain of ebt payments not lasting the whole month…
February 27th, 2023
…then you should try to economise in order to stretch this payment of yours out.
February 28th, 2023
it’s harder than you think, with so many out-of-wedlock rugrats ive had … i blame my MAO-A genetics, though the sickle-cell malaria resistance is a bonus!
February 28th, 2023
Your racism is revelatory.
February 28th, 2023
…joining us from the very dregs of the Sex Offenders Register, we have benefits bob (aka racist rob). So full of benefits-secured saturated fats that he can’t move unaided, & hasn’t had a wash since his hero “Sir” Jimmy Savile died.
His sole barrier (thank heavens!) to emulating his beloved Savile, is his inability to move his obese ass. (His mother-sister always hoped he’d get a job, stop abusing & move out. It was not to be…)
Mach schnell, benefits bob! Perform better! More! Jump to order!
February 28th, 2023
Achtung, benefits bob! Do better! Jiggle that fat! Perform to order!
February 28th, 2023
Schnell, benefits bob! More! Jiggle your racist fat & perform!
March 1st, 2023
On, useless, obese wastrel! Work off your benefits fat, bob!
March 1st, 2023
Perform, useless halfwit! Shake your benefits fat, empty racist barrel!
March 1st, 2023
Schnell, benefits bob!Get yer mum’s panties off & get a job, racist rob! Borrow yer mum’s willy & man up!
March 1st, 2023
Achtung, unemployable closet case! Stop being a parasite, basement bob!
March 1st, 2023
Somebody should send a link to this to Lori Lightfoot this morning, she’ll have plenty of time to dwell in self-pity now that the good people of Chicago have said farewell to her sorry behind.
March 1st, 2023
@Robbie22
At this point Rob would you still argue that you’re “not a racist”?
March 1st, 2023
Oh, Jesus, a book whining about “people I didn’t know were slaves!!” “Nobody ACTUALLY oppresses me but the knowledge that it happened in the past is holding me back today!!” You can’t have PTSD from something YOU NEVER EXPERIENCED. I’m black, and we were FINE until around 2000, suddenly everybody (usually racist black WOMEN), started whining about how things that never affected them…are somehow affecting them. They whine when their criminal children attack police and are killed. Just non-stop WHINING. Nobody’s holding us back but a racial grudge against people that are either dead or elderly. Suck it up, face the fact that the problems you face in life are self-inflicted due to bad choices, and go out there and BE somebody.
March 1st, 2023
Schnell, benefits bob! To attention - keep failing, racist rob!
March 1st, 2023
Achtung, Jimmy Savile wannabe! Raus, racist rob, covered in your dank basement filth!
March 1st, 2023
Schnell, racist rob! Your hateful racism stems from your endless failures! Sort yourself out, bigoted, brainless bob!
March 2nd, 2023
Nothing triggers the racist more than PoC seeking mental health.
March 2nd, 2023
@Robbie22
Let me help you here Rob, you seem a bit confused.
You are a massive racist. Possibly one of the worst on this site. There are countless examples of your utterly virulent racism all over.
I’m not speaking for Caesar here, I’m speaking for me, and you trying to say your racism is someone else’s fault means you’re also a coward. At least the other racists here actually own up to it.
So which is it? Either just admit your utter terror of the Black man or address the fact that you may be very, very confused.
March 2nd, 2023
Achtung, basement bob, fragile snowflake bigot! You don’t know enough to be ignorant, rapist rob, der racist slob!
March 2nd, 2023
You’re a cretin for whom racial slurs & Holocaust “jokes” constitute the most sublime discourse! Finally find gainful employment & something to do, racist rob! All your days (”life!”) wasted in futile fear, hysterical hatred & isolated, lachrymose onanism! Tragicomic, useless bob!
March 3rd, 2023
Racist rob, now available on skype! Failing live & in colour, folks! He is compelled to pixelate his rotten teeth, consanguinous deformities, lurid swastika tattoos, (facial, of course, always facial…) & full-spectrum sense of total, humiliating inadequacy!
(Bonus content, only for other “subs” (like himself): basement bobby’s tearful & drunken 3-hr show, which was broadcast on solemn occasion of his Fuhrer’s birthday. A good time was had by, uh, well, racist rob. Just racist rob, alone, which sadly represents a biographical constant. Racist rob’s interminable broadcasts still not advised for viewers with IQs above room temp.)
A rare & candid moment of lucid insight from racist rob, the basement slob: “I’m useless, innit, Pauline!” - Pauline’s whereabouts, or actual existence, cannot, as yet, be ascertained. She may be a masturbatory figment. We advise readers to be cautious when approaching bigoted bob, as he is an entirely racist, feral & cretinous bollox. Thank you for your inattention.)
March 3rd, 2023
Schnell, subliterate, basement bob! Inflate your “wife/husband” racist rob! Oops, she/he’s got a puncture! Yet another failure, fool rob! Eaten up by your shameful inadequacies & futile failures, little bob! Have a wash & finally find work, vacuous racist rob! “Innit?”
March 3rd, 2023
Achtung! Racist rob will always be surplus to requirements! His mindless, ineducable schtick will never improve or be necessary! A gibbering, blubbering, drooling racist wreck! The subliterate troll, who struggles with elementary orthography!
March 3rd, 2023
Hey! Paedo! Leave those kids alone! You’re just another Offender on the Register, racist rob! Put down the sticky pic of your Hitler, get out of your sister-mum’s soiled panties, have a wash & get a job, basement bob! Constant, mindless racism is Not a job, bob! Now schnell! Snap to it, lonely lard! Be of use, cretin!
March 3rd, 2023
WTF BITCH ?
March 3rd, 2023
Oh, racist 卐 rob, you’ve fully revealed yourself here. Not the sharpest “tool” in the box, eh?
March 3rd, 2023
ROSE CITY ANTIFA WATCHIN YOO ROBBIE 22 SO YOO BEST QUIT DAT FASCIST SH☆T IF YO NO WHATS GOOD FO YOU OR WE COME SHUT YO MOUF FOR YOO YOO KNOW WE INT PLAYIN WHEN WE COME ROLLIN OVER YOO LIKA TRAIN CHOO CHOO ROBBIE 22 GO BOO HOO WHEN WE GIVE YOO A BIG BOO BOO BITCH
March 4th, 2023
@Robbie22
I don’t want to talk to you on Skype Robbie, I don’t care how lonely you are.
I just don’t like you.
March 5th, 2023
@Robbie22
I’m as working class as they come pal. I’m even from Essex.
The idea that being working class means you have to be a xenophobic, homophobic, misogynist, bitter old bigot (or an Oasis fan) is revolting to me.
We are far better than that and I’m sick of being told what I’m supposed to hate. That’s your problem, own it and quit being a coward.
March 6th, 2023
@Robbie22
Debate me! DEBATE MEEE!!!!!111
No Robbie. I have no desire whatsoever to watch you slobber over Skype. No one likes desperate people Rob.
And you’re boring.
March 6th, 2023
@Robbie22
Lol yeah you’re such a grown up! Keep telling yourself that little chap.
March 11th, 2023
Wow! A lot of comments about an audiobook you don’t have to listen to? No ones making anyone download this! But again, probably 90% of the negative comments are from people who never felt the sting of Racism in their everyday life, and believe things are equal now. But when people of color try to tell them what was done (Historically to people of color, and how it still effects America today) they say, ” Ohh, your against white people”. Yet when we see what happened on January 6 when a fraction of white America didn’t get their way what their capable of doing! Looking at Trauma through the lens of someone that is of Color is a different look than someone who’s white “BECAUSE” of the way we have to navigate in this country
April 23rd, 2023
There was a time when there was no need for subjects of this type, you did not hear the outrage, the uproar for acknowledgement of past transgressions; the vast American populous, one homogeneous chorus of patriotic
gratitude for the Devine bestowing of the precious gift of nationhood to a great-ful freedom loving people. MAGA.
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